Post by ALEXZANDRA SPENCER PEYTON on Apr 9, 2010 3:27:31 GMT -5
A L E X . S P E N C E R . P E Y T O N
[/font][/size]cover up with make-up in the mirror[/i][/color][/font][/size]
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you,[/i][/font][/size][/color]
T H E B A S I C S T H E B A S I C S T H E B A S I C S T H E B A S I C S T H E
This sweetheart of twenty three years is a calm and quiet person, residing in the library is a comfort for her. She is often found with her head down, working on some project or another. She is a family person, in love with her brothers and her young goddaughter/neice. She loves to debate with people and will keep talking until she has to admit defeat, or the other person does. Despite this outward appearance, however, she is hurting, constantly, and her fears place strain on possible relationships. She pushes people away, try to make herself less appealing or interesting to them, in order to protect herself from what she sees as "a potential situation for pain and heartache". No matter how hard she tries she can't shake the pain that was caused by her ex-husband when he, in her opinion, killed their unborn child. This is something she has yet to completely recover from.
T H E F R I E N D S T H E F R I E N D S T H E F R I E N D S T H E F R I E N D S
Alexzandra isn't very trusting anymore, aside from her brothers, so those who are friends with her will be people she has just met and doesn't trust completely or those who have known her for ages. For a while she went through a stage where she pushed all her friends away so those who are older friends will have to have gotten over this. She does not make friends easily, has more trouble keeping them and several turn their back on her because she seems like too much work. Most of her friends will be female. However, over the last couple of months she has worked up a tentative friendship with a couple of males but still refuses to be alone with them, her old fear kicking in, and being too close to them still causes her to become a little uncomfortable.
T H E E N E M I E S T H E E N E M I E S T H E E N E M I E S T H E E N E M I E S
Anyone affiliated with her ex-husband or friends who held a grudge after she pushed them away while she was dating him would fit here. Alexz tries to make herself unappealing to people so those who are just too tired of her antics to try and see past her masks would also fit in here.
T H E L O V E S T H E L O V E S T H E L O V E S T H E L O V E S T H E L O V E
Alexz does not trust men easily, she is afraid of them to some degree after the events during her past. She was abused, lost her baby because of it and has her ex-husband trying to track her down. She would not be one to get close to a male, at least not alone, so all her past relationships would have taken place in Hogwarts. People could crush on her but she would be afraid to return the feelings. As far as a future relationship goes I would like a male to take the position. Someone who would slowly break down her defenses (through RP) and someone she would feel safe with without knowing why. This person would have to be older than her, though, to make her feel more protected.
face down in the dirt, she says this doesn't hurt![/color][/b][/i][/font][/center]
